maturity

some people think they know lots about maturity and they even think they are matured enough to talk about it ;) well, for me, being mature is something that will develop on its own..learn from our own mistake is one way, learn from other people's mistake is another..the important key here is, we must be open minded....terima segala kekurangan dlm diri..ambil masa sejenak, fikir sblm berkata2, fikir sblm bertindak..terlajak perahu blh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya..
bila bercakap ttg kematangan, ia lbh merujuk pd pemikiran..the way we think make us who we are..bkn perlakuan semata2....fikir2 kan lah..dan saya sgt respect pd org yg berfikiran matang! :)
usia bkn satu kayu ukur kpd kematangan..kekdg, org muda lbh matang drpd org yg lbh tua..tp harus ingat dlm apa jua teguran, harus berhikmah...yg muda harus hormat pd yg lbh tua...dan org yg ditegur harus muhasabah diri...jgn cepat melatah..sit down, take a deep breath, relax and ponder....itu kan lbh baik :P
take home msg:
1.belajar drpd kesilapan
2.have respect to others (org tua ke, kwn2 ke, sesape je lah)
3.berfikir pjg sblm bertindak

usul 20

sebenarnya dah lama nk tulis pasal tajuk ni few days after returning from the welly..sikit background tentang penulis usul 20 ni. As-syahid imam hassan al-banna: he was borned on 14th oct 1906 in al-bahriyyah, iskandariah, egypt. he's the eldest of 5 siblings. his father, syeikh ahmad ibn abd al rahman al-banna was an ulama', imam, teacher and an author of a number of hadiths and fiqh graduated from university of al-azhar, egypt. imam hassan al-banna has memorized the quran at a very young age and has joined Darul Ulum in Cairo at the age of 16 due to his diverse knowledge and intellegence. in 1928, he together with his siblings and 5 of his friends has established an organization ikhwan muslimin and it spread massively throughout egypt and sudan which causing fear towards the current egypt gov that time. ikhwan muslimin was banned sbb dituduh merancang nk jatuhkan gov masa tu. the members were jailed, tortured and even killed.. hassan al-banna pula dibunuh konspirasi musuh2 islam.
okay, skrg br nk start.
dasar 1: islam adalah syumul dan perlu dipelajari drpd pelbagai aspek dan tk cuma mahir dalam 1 chapter je sbb mungkin blh menimbulkan salah faham dari segi pengamalan dan penyampaian.
dasar ke-2: lps tahu islam tu syumul, mcm mana kita nk blajar ttg islam? so, dasar kedua ni sebut psl al-quran dan sunnah yg dijadikan rujukan ttg islam. dua bahan ni, adalah penentu kpd betul dan salah serta jaminan tiada kesesatan selagi kita berpegang pdnya.
dasar ketiga: lanjutan drpd kefahaman terhadap al-quran dan sunnah adalah iman yg benar, ibadah yg bebas dr bid'ah. ada jugak diterangkan ttg ilham, lintasan hati, kasyaf dan mimpi yg blh digunakan sbg tambahan dlm pengukuhan selagi tk bertentangan dgn syarak i.e tk campur dgn perkara2 khurafat. hasil drpd itu, iA diberi Allah kemanisan iman kpd hati2 hamba2 yg dikehendakiNya.
dasar ke-4: clarification of no.3 actually..apa benda2 yg wajib diperangi e.g jampi, tangkal, pelindung, tilikan, tenung, pengakuan mengetahui perkara ghaib etc. kecualilah jika ianya adalah drpd ayatul quran. knp? sbb hanya Allah yg berkuasa dan tahu segala perkara ghaib/ mbersihkan akidah dan fikiran. tp, jampi guna ayat quran harus dgn 3 syarat: quran/ nama2 allah, dgn bhs arab dan mudah difahami ertinya, tk percaya jampi tu blh beri kesan. kalau psl tangkal guna quran plak, msh ada pelbagai pendapat berbeza from 1 ulama to another(khilaf). apape pun, mintalah pd Allah 25:3, 10:17.
dasar ke-5: since kita dh ckp psl core in islam ni, dasar ke-5 terangkan ttg pemimpin which is very important to lead 1 country. pemimpin kat sini refer to imam. org yg adil, amanah, bertanggung jwb, ada ilmu yg mendalam ttg syariat etc. knp penting ada imam? ada sesetengah lapangan yg tiada nas, perkara yg bnyk andaian/ilihan eg tawanan perang or perkara ttg rokok; masa nilah pendapat imam perlu dipakai. sbb tu penting imam tu tahu syariat islam dlm memimpin kerajaan. adanya satu ketua, ni jugak blh elak pertelingakahan dan perpecahan saf/ umat/ jamaah. bare in mind that, pendapat imam pun blh ditolak sekiranya bertentangan dgn nas. imam jugak blh menukar pandangannya berdasarkan zuruf(kebiasaan), masa dan keadaan.
oklah..sampai sini dulu..the rest to be continued, iA. silalah komen kat mana patut. i am still in the learning process.

winter in palmy

it has been a long time since i last updating my blog. well, it's not like nothing came across daily, it's just the laziness that struck me in these few weeks. winter in palmy is like rainy days in east coast of peninsular m'sia. but at some days, sunny days had added some essence to winter which is pretty amazing! i just love the sun though not so much of warmth i can get from her but i still thanked allah for that wonderful moment. beautiful, serene, pure....words couldn't described what i felt on that special days. unfortunately for me, i couldn't enjoyed every bit of my winter as i was and am still having my asthma..me poor thing:( oh, there's 1 extraordinary day for me where the weather was so cold, it was -2oC and there was frost outside. the field in front of my flat was cover with frost and it appeared as it was lined with white carpet!! subhanallah..and car roof as well! it was a moment to remember since that is the only one time happened and no more after that...i wished just for a day of snow, but i don't really know whether i can manage the coldness later on...;)

2 days 1 night trip(15-16/04/09)

haha..missing my city life! palmerston north is not that crreepy but for me, the town is too quiet n sleepy..the treat to wellington was exciting with great nite cos the city is still alive at 10pm..hahaha...there were lots of shops to shop, got restaurant that sell halal meat that u can go to when u r hungry n still see the wonders of allah's creation..it's hilly there so, u can view a wonderful panorama from the hill and witness the stars filling the skies at night, the lights from the city n inhale fresh air at the same time..but since it is located further south, u wouldn't want to spend so much time outside because of the coldness...i just love the hectic days there in welly..hope to go there again :D but that doesn't mean i hate PN. i still love PN, a good place to study :)
stayed in welly for 1 day. the next day we were heading to cape palliser where the seal colony colonized the place..hahaha..not so many people lived there since it is so far away from town..perhaps the residents there are mainly fishermen 'cos we saw boats near the shore..to get there it was like more than 180km journey passing by mountains and paddocks and cattle and also vineyards...it is full of wonders! no word could describe how i felt that time... subhanallah....we stopped at least 3-4 times to snap some pictures.. the sky was clear, it was sunny, the animals grazed happily, the birds chirping, the wind blowed softly onto our faces, no pollution...it was like we were in a perfect place! when we finally reach our destination, we climbed up to the lighthouse..there, the wind could blow u away! it was so strong that u could be blown away! we were hiding behind the lighthouse n were too holding on to whatever we could grab near us to stand the wind...we were too terrified n almost cried! despite feeling scared, i think it was also hilarious moment ever in my life!! never imagine it could turn up like that after feeling relieved we were finally there!(^_^)anyway, we continue our search for the seals that is supposed to be there...we couldn't find 1 n almost give up..but thanks to zuria, she saw a seal scratching its body on the rock on our way back home! from there, we stopped and saw many more!! alhamdulillah.....we were so happy though the smell of the area was unpleasant..hehehe...
so, we got home happily because our mission was accomplished! these people i went out with are awesome! zuria, ayu n fifey..thanks u guys...i just love doing these things with the 3 of u..hope to have a great vacation in the near future with u guys!*_*

my first test

it was terrible...i finished studied..i even read them twice! but y i think i didn't do well enough?? ya allah, please help me....i need YOU!!i really do.....it is such a burden to me when the lecturers have a very high expectation from you....but i need and i have to be strong....STRONGER THAN BEFORE! FOCUS! yes u can! do it for allah sake sharina....try to be as sincere as possible...priorities comes first...manage time wisely...if u can do it b4 why not now? believe in yourself work hard study smart and let allah do the rest...

netball o netball

huhu...today is my 3rd time if i'm not mistaken playing netball for BERSATU GAMES which will be held in july..gosh, i hven't played it like AGES! first time was great, second i fall n injured my knee...during healing, my third game, mashaallah....i injured again..this time my finger...swollen and bruised like mad (see pic above)...my face is hurt hit by the ball passing by kmaz...she is totally strong!...huhu...i think i rather play badminton than netball...does this can change anything by now? nah...i don't think so...practice sharina...u can do it!!

petik apple

2 weeks ago, ksha, kmaz, bae, jue and i went to pick / pluck our precious pacific rose apple at massey farm. we rent an apple tree there and it is worth it i tell you..can't get the experience elsewhere i think...next time around we wish to rent other trees or vege plants..the weirdest thing ever to do with lots of apple is apple pizza???huh??but it turned out delicious! awsome! mista lobba lobba...hahahaha....photos taken were uploaded at fb..i really enjoyed my time!